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Susan
Szpakowski for Fieldnotes: At the "Reflection and
Action" retreat last fall, I heard you relate your experience
as a beekeeper to the topic of social fields. That in
itself seems like a conversation worth pursuing, but
even more so in light of the fact that you are also
CEO of a large organization that is leading the way
in alternative energy research and policy. Given your
impressive career as an executive at Ford and now Plug
Power, what are you learning from bees?
Roger Saillant: We are connected in ways that
we don't see, in ways that I really don't understand.
But I think something is going on in this world
an intensifying of interconnectedness that will become
more accessible not far in the future. It is like a
fragrance that is wafting towards us and is on the verge
of being palpable.
Here's an example. Four years ago I left my farm in
Michigan, to work for Plug Power. I raised bees on my
farm, and when I moved I gave many of my possessions,
including my honey, to a few close friends.
Over a year later I was getting ready to go to Japan
to meet with a senior businessman there with whom I'd
developed a special relationship. I wanted to take a
gift with me, and I thought of the honey, but I didn't
have any left. I thought about going to Vermont and
filling a container from my farm with Vermont honey
no one would know the difference but I
decided no, that wouldn't be true to the intent. This
dilemma was occupying my mind off and on for a number
of weeks before the trip.
On the morning of my departure, a package arrived in
the mail, just three hours before I was supposed to
get on the plane. I opened it and there it was
a pot of my own honey. This had been sent, out of the
blue, by a friend I hadn't talked to in months.
When I remember this incident, it still gives me the
chills. Coincidences like this happen too often to be
mere luck. How lucky can we be? It has something to
do with being in a field of connection.
Fieldnotes: Is that the kind of field you experience
with your bees?
Saillant: Yes. When I work with bees, there is
a feeling of working together, a symbiotic relationship.
There is an intimacy that has meaning to them as well
as to me. A kind of flow exists between us. As I move
with gentle intent the bees move aside for me; they're
not angry nor even overly excited. There's a feeling
of familiarity.
Every now and then I experience this kind of field in
the workplace. Every action, every note is in its right
place, and it all becomes a symphony. When I leave that
moment, when I walk out of the room, the feeling lingers.
It's as if I've been bathed, and I feel refreshed.
When you're in that kind of field, it's as though you've
walked into a fog that's alive and all the rest of the
world disappears. The fog is the medium of interconnection
between you and other living creatures. It is like being
inside a swarm of bees. There is no orientation, no
real north. There is no time.
Fieldnotes: Is this kind of awareness something
that can be cultivated or tuned into?
Saillant: I think this ability is a nascent trait
in all of us. People sometimes get into that kind of
state when they are listening closely to someone. They
aren't listening to the specifics as much as to the
total field. A connection can happen that lingers, even
though you don't remember the details of the conversation.
The way I cultivate this state is by feeling my core,
in a way that is simple, honest, and uncontrived. I
go to that place inside myself that is white and clean,
without ego. Then I can witness the emergence of that
field for others.
I can do this if I'm openly struggling with communicating
an idea. Anyone can do it. We go towards the center
of ourselves and talk about it. The challenge is to
move towards that state in front of someone else unselfconsciously.
It is a practice.
It's not the same as meditating. There's no special
posture. You can do it in the middle of a conversation
or a meeting. It's like reverse spelunking. There's
a cave with a light inside, and you climb down inside
yourself toward your inner core.
I once drew a picture that represented this for me
of ropes with knots. We move from the solid to the less
solid by taking hold of the rope and then moving down
towards the next knot. One rope might be labeled "love,"
another one "beauty." On each rope the knots are points
of awareness or platforms of insight which permit more
movement and more insights and create more knots. It
is personal what leads you towards the ropes and the
insights. For me there's also a "bee rope." It's really
about personal mastery, about becoming constantly aware
of holding the rope and looking for the next knot and
making more knots as you extend your awareness.
My motivation in talking about this comes back to interconnection.
Real connection is very nourishing, and you could say
that loneliness is a driver for me. I'll do most anything
unselfconsciously to be in that kind of field with people.
Being with bees, with people, with nature, is about
being in a field that supports, nurtures, and inspires.
It's about being home.
Roger
Saillant joined Plug Power as president and chief
executive officer in 2000. Plug Power designs, develops,
and manufactures environmentally friendly fuel cell
systems for electrical power generation. It now has
130 first-generation systems operating in 50 different
locations across eight countries. Plug Power also works
with U.S. federal and state governments to foster pro-fuel
cell public policy and eliminate obstacles that stand
in the way of commercializing this technology, which
promises to provide an emissions-free source of energy.
Before joining Plug Power, Roger served for more than
30 years with Ford Motor Company and Visteon Corporation,
a spin-off of Ford, where his most recent position was
vice-president and general manager of the company's
Energy Transformation Systems Group. Roger holds a Ph.D.
in chemistry from Indiana University and a post-doctorate
degree in Organometallic Chemistry from the University
of California at Los Angeles.
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